Starry lights.

I never really had the courage to tell you how I felt. I guess I never tried. You watched me leave when I told you that our relationship was hindering my growth as a person and you stopped fighting. I stopped fighting and things began to fall apart. I remember thinking how much it would hurt to lose you. I don't really remember when I fell in love, but I did. 

And I know that I took you for granted at times. It's one of the biggest mistakes I have made in my life and I have to accept everything for what it is wholeheartedly. I still miss you but as time goes by I miss you less and less. There are still some days where it's extremely hard and I can't help but wonder what it's like for you.

I can't really predict the future, one thing I know for sure is that i'm learning to smile again. Learning to laugh again. Learning to trust again. Three years with you went by so quickly -  but thank you for teaching me about this crazy thing called love. 

xx